Sometimes you just need a change...
So the name and look of my blog are totally different. I needed a fresh look.
I went to see my spinal surgeon yesterday for my 1 year follow up on my disk replacement. I was so taken aback when I realized that it had truly been a year since the surgery. Of course, I naturally had to take the time to think of what all happened since then:
My complete recovery. Thank you Dr Lowenstein!!!
The passing of my sweet baby boy Rowdy. I still miss him so much. :(
My divorce
The failing economy that hasn't allowed my house to sell
The worsening condition of my father's health. He has Parkinson's and suffered a heart attack recently.
You could say it hasn't been a stellar year, but I have become a stronger person who knows what she wants and believe it or not..... I am happy.
Happier than I was, happier knowing that all of this change has been for the better in the long run.
So with this new life comes change....
I know that life, happiness and health are precious things and I need to take the time to appreciate and enjoy everything that I have.
My renewed life
My new neck
My continued love and support from family and friends who make life worth living
My chance to start over again
My opportunity to be happy

Amanda, keep up the good fight! so good to hear from you again :) Glad you're surgery went well but sorry to hear about your dad. Take good care of yourself!!
Posted by: keely | February 21, 2009 at 12:14 PM
So glad you are back and happier then ever.....sorry to hear about your dad but such great news on your surgery.....
Posted by: Shannon | February 21, 2009 at 12:51 PM
Glad you are back. It has been a tough year, but as they say - "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger." and I always add ..."what makes you stronger, makes you better"
Posted by: Karen Lambert | February 21, 2009 at 01:31 PM
Good for you Amanda! Here's to bigger and better things! I loke the look of the blog.
Posted by: Ann K | February 21, 2009 at 01:49 PM
Wow, Amanda...you have had a tough year. So glad you are back and feeling strong. {{{{hugs}}}}
Jennifer
Posted by: Jennifer Stewart | February 21, 2009 at 09:58 PM
Amanda - I'm SO glad to see you are BACK!! Sorry about the crappy year, but I am glad you are feeling stronger and happier. I'll check back often. Miss you!
Posted by: Heather | February 22, 2009 at 06:14 AM
Amanda - love your new look. I will take inspiration from your very heartfelt words about change. We found out 2 weeks ago our department will be outsourced by 9/30/09! ~Laura
Posted by: Laura | March 02, 2009 at 10:08 PM